“Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; And lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, And he shall direct thy paths.”
‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭3:5-6‬ ‭KJV‬‬

“No weapon that is formed against you will succeed; And every tongue that rises against you in judgment you will condemn. This [peace, righteousness, security, and triumph over opposition] is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, And this is their vindication from Me,” says the Lord.”
Isaiah 54:17 AMP

What I have learned about people since my son was murdered.

Allow me to tell you my story. You have heard enough from people trying to coverup lies. Now here’s the truth. 

Hello 👋,

I hope you all are enjoying your day thus far. This is the day that the Lord has made, and we shall rejoice and be glad in it.

Well, beautiful people allow me to share my testimony with you all. All my life up until my son Sidney Maurice Jackson Jr was murdered at the age of 19: I was surrounded by people. (Friends, family, boyfriend, secret enemies) However, once my son was murdered, I found out that the people I had been surrounded by and trusted all those years were secretly against me and my family. They smiled in our faces, can to cookouts and birthday party’s. When I was going to the club and drinking, well they went to the club with me and we had drinks together. 

But once my son Sidney was murdered after everyone’s came around to be bossy and ask questions. To see if I knew about how he was living outside my home. And they realized I didn’t know about how he was living. I knew about him going to college and working but I didn’t know about him selling marijuana. Now, make no mistake only one person mentioned him selling marijuana and when I asked my son and he denied it. So, as any mother would tell a child who she felt was lying to her. I responded, don’t sell drugs where you lay your head that is how people get robbed and killed. I told him with him having a baby on the way he was putting all their lives in danger of what I heard was true. I warned him that if what I heard was true he needed to stop and just get a better job. But yet my son lied to me. He denied that he was selling marijuana. And the fact he hadn’t lived in my home in over six months and he was staying with his baby momma and her mom, well it is what it is.

However, once he was murdered everyone came to me talking about how he was selling marijuana. I mean his cousins, his uncle, his daddy, I mean everyone who kept their mouths shut while he was alive. So, it’s truly amazing how people can be around you and know that you are going down the wrong path. A deadly path and will keep their mouths shut. They will allow you to die and then speak up after you are dead and gone. But, they will party with you, smoke with you, ride with you, sleep with you. Tell you they live you and know that you are on the road to death. But as long as they are benefiting from your careless and reckless behavior they say absolutely nothing. My God from Zion help me with this….

People of God, I’m sharing this with you to let you know just because they are around, does not mean that they care. People are opportunist and uses of people who have a giving heart. After his death no one had anything bad to say when they spoke about him selling marijuana. They talked about how he chilled with them and smoked. So, I honestly don’t believe they missed him. They missed the fact that he gave them the hook up. Because at the end of the day people love when they can smoke for free. People love when they can party for free. 

After his funeral no one came around or called. No, I know it’s because of their own guilt. People knew Sidney would listen to me. If one of his family members including my daughter would have told me, he would not have been able to deny it and I would have been able to seriously sit him down and talk to him. The fact that the person who told me wasn’t of blood relation, I couldn’t push as hard. However, I have forgiven everyone because they are dealing with their own regrets. I’m not upset with anyone. My mother and I got back in good standing before she died so I’m good. But, for those of you who knew and said nothing. Well, I cannot join your pity party because I didn’t know. I didn’t have concrete facts. I didn’t have any evidence. But, I’m grateful that he knew Jesus. That’s it that’s all. He knew Jesus! He was saved! He repented again before he died! I know God has him! And I’m at peace with that. 

Many of you have lost loved ones and I’m telling you that the people named on the obituary and in the receiving of friends book know something. There should be more solved murders. Do, your part and find out who killed your loved one. 

And if you know you couldn’t change the outcome of your loved ones death. Forgive yourself! It’s not your fault! You didn’t know! Stop feeling guilty! 

P.S. There are some people around you that are not always for you. They are waiting on you to either die or lose everything. Know your circle. 

Unapologetically,

Rosin Akinola

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“But fornication, and all uncleanness, or covetousness, let it not be once named among you, as becometh saints; neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor jesting, which are not convenient: but rather giving of thanks. For this ye know, that no whoremonger, nor unclean person, nor covetous man, who is an idolater, hath any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God. Let no man deceive you with vain words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the children of disobedience. Be not ye therefore partakers with them. For ye were sometimes darkness, but now are ye light in the Lord: walk as children of light: See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise, redeeming the time, because the days are evil. Wherefore be ye not unwise, but understanding what the will of the Lord is. And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit; speaking to yourselves in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord; giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ; submitting yourselves one to another in the fear of God.”
‭‭Ephesians‬ ‭5:3-8, 15-21‬ ‭KJV‬‬

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Attention! It’s time for us to intercede in prayer for one another. Too many men and women of God are in spiritual warfare but don’t ask for others to intercede in prayer. However, we all have a common enemy and we need to reach heaven on behalf of one another. So, God has placed some men and women on my heart and I’m praying for you. Make no mistake about this; their is literally a war going on in the spiritual realm. I know the men and women connected to God can feel it. It’s time to pray and if are healthy enough to fast I strongly advise you to do so. Understand, God is moving around America 🇺🇸 for sure and the enemy keeps sending the same demons but with different names. The only way you will truly be able to discern them is by fasting and praying. I pray you all take heed to the Word from the Lord. Please read this with your spiritual knowledge and ask God for understanding. God is not the author of confusion but of order. And some of you are confused. That’s literally a demonic attack. We must be wise and pray for one another because we have a common enemy our adversary who is the devil. We all know Jesus is coming soon and demonic activity is increasing as the spirit of God is moving across out country. Wake up Church! This is not the time to sit back and be quiet nor do nothing at all. Stop being afraid and walk and speak in the Authority our Heavenly Father has given us. Be blessed stay encouraged but most of all fast and pray.

Stay encouraged! God is fighting for you! Listen and be encouraged!

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