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Lord I need you

While I’m encouraging others I need encouragement from you. I need strength. This year is hard for me. Now I understand why you have me sitting. I have been moving and not dealing with my emotions about my mother and Sidney. I was trying to stay moving no stop. Working overtime and staying active in church not to deal with them departing from this earth. Truth is I never wanted to feel this pain. It hurts Lord! It hurts! It hurts! Thank you for the grace. Your grace is truly sufficient. Sharing my testimony helps. However, I truly have to deal with truth. My son Sidney was murdered and my mother was hopeless in pain and ready to die. I was angry at my mom for leaving us and giving up. But, now I realize I had no idea how much pain she was truly in. Reading her journal I found out she couldn’t accept Sidney had died. Lord help me. 

But a certain man named Ananias, with Sapphira his wife, sold a possession, And kept back part of the price, his wife also being privy to it, and brought a certain part, and laid it at the apostles’ feet. But Peter said, Ananias, why hath Satan filled thine heart to lie to the Holy Ghost, and to keep back part of the price of the land? Whiles it remained, was it not thine own? and after it was sold, was it not in thine own power? why hast thou conceived this thing in thine heart? thou hast not lied unto men, but unto God. And Ananias hearing these words fell down, and gave up the ghost: and great fear came on all them that heard these things. And the young men arose, wound him up, and carried him out, and buried him. And it was about the space of three hours after, when his wife, not knowing what was done, came in. And Peter answered unto her, Tell me whether ye sold the land for so much? And she said, Yea, for so much. Then Peter said unto her, How is it that ye have agreed together to tempt the Spirit of the Lord? behold, the feet of them which have buried thy husband are at the door, and shall carry thee out. Then fell she down straightway at his feet, and yielded up the ghost: and the young men came in, and found her dead, and, carrying her forth, buried her by her husband. And great fear came upon all the church, and upon as many as heard these things. And by the hands of the apostles were many signs and wonders wrought among the people; (and they were all with one accord in Solomon’s porch. And of the rest durst no man join himself to them: but the people magnified them. And believers were the more added to the Lord, multitudes both of men and women.) Insomuch that they brought forth the sick into the streets, and laid them on beds and couches, that at the least the shadow of Peter passing by might overshadow some of them. There came also a multitude out of the cities round about unto Jerusalem, bringing sick folks, and them which were vexed with unclean spirits: and they were healed every one. Then the high priest rose up, and all they that were with him, (which is the sect of the Sadducees,) and were filled with indignation, And laid their hands on the apostles, and put them in the common prison. But the angel of the Lord by night opened the prison doors, and brought them forth, and said, Go, stand and speak in the temple to the people all the words of this life. And when they heard that, they entered into the temple early in the morning, and taught. But the high priest came, and they that were with him, and called the council together, and all the senate of the children of Israel, and sent to the prison to have them brought. But when the officers came, and found them not in the prison, they returned, and told, Saying, The prison truly found we shut with all safety, and the keepers standing without before the doors: but when we had opened, we found no man within. Now when the high priest and the captain of the temple and the chief priests heard these things, they doubted of them whereunto this would grow. Then came one and told them, saying, Behold, the men whom ye put in prison are standing in the temple, and teaching the people. Then went the captain with the officers, and brought them without violence: for they feared the people, lest they should have been stoned. And when they had brought them, they set them before the council: and the high priest asked them, Saying, Did not we straitly command you that ye should not teach in this name? and, behold, ye have filled Jerusalem with your doctrine, and intend to bring this man’s blood upon us. Then Peter and the other apostles answered and said, We ought to obey God rather than men. The God of our fathers raised up Jesus, whom ye slew and hanged on a tree. Him hath God exalted with his right hand to be a Prince and a Saviour, for to give repentance to Israel, and forgiveness of sins. And we are his witnesses of these things; and so is also the Holy Ghost, whom God hath given to them that obey him. When they heard that, they were cut to the heart, and took counsel to slay them. Then stood there up one in the council, a Pharisee, named Gamaliel, a doctor of the law, had in reputation among all the people, and commanded to put the apostles forth a little space; And said unto them, Ye men of Israel, take heed to yourselves what ye intend to do as touching these men. For before these days rose up Theudas, boasting himself to be somebody; to whom a number of men, about four hundred, joined themselves: who was slain; and all, as many as obeyed him, were scattered, and brought to nought. After this man rose up Judas of Galilee in the days of the taxing, and drew away much people after him: he also perished; and all, even as many as obeyed him, were dispersed. And now I say unto you, Refrain from these men, and let them alone: for if this counsel or this work be of men, it will come to nought: But if it be of God, ye cannot overthrow it; lest haply ye be found even to fight against God. And to him they agreed: and when they had called the apostles, and beaten them, they commanded that they should not speak in the name of Jesus, and let them go. And they departed from the presence of the council, rejoicing that they were counted worthy to suffer shame for his name. And daily in the temple, and in every house, they ceased not to teach and preach Jesus Christ.
Acts 5:1‭-‬42 KJV
https://bible.com/bible/1/act.5.1-42.KJV

God is the only answer to the trials and tribulations we are facing (.)

Lord Jesus,

Please be a France around the city of Knoxville especially East Knoxville. The racial unrest is very real and tensions are rising but you are God! I know these things have to happen to open the eyes of your people. I will continue to watch and pray, which is hard to do being a black woman of God who has lost a son to gun violence. I cannot fathom what Anthony Thompson Jr’s family is experienced considering their son was murdered inside Austin East Magnet High School by the police. It’s heartbreaking and the family deserve some clarity and some type of peace. My Lord!

As a mother who’s death was on a tape I was never able to see, yet the police and people in the community saw it. I feel Anthony Thompson Jr’s family. Without seeing the video their are many unanswered questions. My situation with Little Sidney being murdered has no comparison to Anthony Thompson Jr’s horrific murder. You send your child to school to learn and he was gunned down by police. No matter what no one knows what truly happened without the video footage. Right now everything is hearsay and I don’t trust it and I’m sure his family doesn’t either.

We’ve got to learn in order to get anything done with the Police, we must remain calm. Yelling at the police and violence only upset the police and cause more people to get hurt. It does not help the situation it adds more hostility. When will we learn that understanding is better than strife? My Lord! I understand the anger I do, but there is a time and place for everything. We must be able to discern the times. We should have enough common sense to know that the DA’s office will not let go of the tapes until they are able to watch them thoroughly. I mean common sense tells me this. No matter how mad I am, I know the law. There are rules and regulations that have to be followed and unfortunately those officers did not follow the rules. But that is not the DA’s fault. The officers should have called a negotiator for God’s sake. There were four office to one I sure very terrified teen, who knew he was probably going to die because these police keep killing unarmed black men. My God, I know that child was terrified and they didn’t even get help for that child and that is unacceptable behavior. That seventeen year old child Anthony Thompson Jr should still be alive today and this is the truth. Help us Lord. We need you.

Love Always,

Your daughter Rosina

My God! He speaks to me!

It truly amazes me how the Spirit of the Lord speaks to me during my quiet time bathing 🧼 or showering 🚿.(water flowing)

So, the Spirit of the Lord just revealed a very true and good secret to me. I have attended 3 different Bible Colleges in the past 5 years. Now, read this carefully……

Each time I attended a college I was led by the spirit of God however, the pastoral recommendations were for the pastor’s own personal gain.. My God from Zion hep me….

You see, I believe that the Lord will show his prophets secrets about you that He the Lord hasn’t stirred up in you fully. They can see (seers) something you cannot see until it fully manifest. My Lord help me…..

They could see that I am anointed and chosen by God. I could see that the Holy Ghost leads me and I am a truth seeker period point blank. I am not and never have been swayed by the opinions of others.(Not even family members)

They could see that the Spirit of the Lord would show me things they could not see. The Spirit of the Lord would reveal great mysteries to me that would help their ministries. That the reason my emails and phones were hacked so they could hear my private dialogue with my Heavenly Father and then preach sermons from my private time with ABBA Father. My Lord help me….

During the classes after reading the assignments and answering the questions: I noticed that my answers were always more in depth than others, and that was because it came from the revelation knowledge from God the father; not just the Bible I was reading regardless of what version I was reading at the time. My God from Zion help me….

When I was 8 years old my dad taught me many things starting with chores. Cooking and cleaning; paying close attention to details, obeying, being quiet and listening especially because I am to be a wife someday. (STRUCTURE) by the way he was a single father at the time. Thank you Jesus for my earthly father! Hallelujah

My dad also taught me to always read and be ready. He has me reading his college history, economics and science books.(Real Life) So, during the summer time when I would visit him in St. Louis I was still in school. I was in school year around because my dad taught me we are nothing without an education(.) All my life I have been stuck on growing in knowledge and I genuinely love to learn. And once I have learned everything a teacher or preacher can teach me the Lord moves me period point blank. I am more advanced than some but it’s because of my African roots I was taught to read and study regardless of I was attending school or not. Thank you Jesus!

Now, understand that I am very spiritually mature and have many spiritual gifts and I thank God for the spiritual gift of discernment. I love everyone but there are some people with the spirit of pride that I cannot tolerate. I love you but I don’t like your character(.) There are some things I need to improve and so do you. None of us are at a highest potential and never will be until we graduate to heaven and some of you church goers will not be entering into the kingdom of heaven(.)

We need to thank you for His grace and mercy that renews everyday and stop being habitual complainers. God does not want to constantly here your complaints. He wants to know what is your strategy to make things better and for you to allow him to guide you through the process. Everything has a process and for those of you who skipped you maturing process because of connections it shows(.)

Do not shoot the messenger receive the message.

It is well with my soul
Love Always Rosina Akinola

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March 17, 2016

There is something that has been weighing VERY HEAVY ON MY HEART THESE PAST FOUR MONTHS….. I HAD NEVER SEEN THIS UNTIL FIVE MONTHS AGO… I’VE GOT A QUESTION TO ASK OR THIS CAN JUST BE A QUESTION YOU ASK YOURSELF IF YOU HAVEN’T ALREADY.. MAYBE I JUST NEVER REALIZED THIS UNTIL IT BECAME UP CLOSE AND VERY PERSONAL…. WHICH, isn’t unusual at all I many different cases… Now it’s My Oldest Son Sidney Jackson Jr… However,  When is ONE LIFE more Precious or IMPORTANT than OTHERS?? The loss of a Child or Children; is a VERY TRAGIC LOSS REGARDLESS OF THE CAUSE. The only DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE TWO IS ONE loss you are SOMEWHAT PREPARED FOR and an instantaneous loss UNEXPECTED LOSS.. EITHER WAY ITS A LOSS NO MOTHER SHOULD EVER HAVE TO BARE. No MOTHER SHOULD EVER HAVE TO BURY A CHILD AND IN SOME CASES CHILDREN!!! THE WORST PART I HAVE NOTICED ABOUT IT ALL, IS THAT NO ONE THINKS ABOUT OUR CHILDREN OR YOUTH.. THEY MAKE IT ALL ABOUT THE MOTHERS WHILE OUR CHILDREN ATE DYING INSIDE FROM LOSING SIBLINGS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND CLOSE FRIENDS. THEY ARE SUFFERING FROM “SEVER DEPRESSION” SOMETHING WE AS PARENTS ( ADULTS) CAN PREVENT BUT MOST OF ALL GET OUR YOUTH HELP WITH!! ITS TIME TO STOP IGNORING THIS AND THINKING OF LABELS SUCH AS  ” CRAZY!!”  A CHILD OR ADULT IS CONSIDERED CRAZY TO IGNORANT PEOPLE! A PARENT OR ADULT WHO DOESN’T GET THEMSELVES OR THEIR CHILD/CHILDREN IN MY CASE ARE WHO I CONSIDER CRAZY. WHY IN THE WORLD ARE SOME OF YOU PEOPLE WORRIED ABOUT THE WORD CRAZY?? IF WE ALL WERE DOING OUR JOBS AS RESPONSIBLE  PARENTS OR ADULTS…. THE WORLD WOULD NOT HAVE BECOME SUCH A “CRAZY PLACE!” Yeah NO ONE THINKS ABOUT THAT TINY ( LARGE !) FACT OF LIFE. MENTAL ILLNESS CAN BE TREATED BUT NOT CURED.. AND UNFORTUNATELY FOR THE PEOPLE.. LET ME CLARIFY.. SOME PEOPLE (MOSTLY ADULTS ) WHO ARE  MEDICATING THEMSELVES NOT KNOWING WHAT THEY ARE PUTTING INTO THEIR BODIES NOR THE SIDE EFFECTS OF THE ( PILLS) ILLEGAL IF NOT PRESCRIBED!! WHICH ALSO MEANS THEY DO NOT HAVE ANY CLUE ON HOW EASILY IT IS TO OVERDOSE… ESPECIALLY WITH ALCOHOL AND OTHER SUCH DRUGS AS MARIJUANA, HEROIN, METH, CRACK COCAINE AND ECT. IT WILL AND CAN HAPPEN WITHOUT ANY WARNINGS. YOU WILL DOZE OFF AND NEVER WAKE UP!! SOME PEOPLE DO THIS IN FRONT OF THEIR CHILDREN WHICH GIVES THEM THE IDEA AS IF THATS THE RIGHT THING TO DO. YOU ALL JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND DRUS AND PILLS THAT ARE NOT PRESCRIBED FOR A REAL ILLNESS YOU ARE SUFFERING FROM MAY NOT EFFECT YOU AS IT DOES THE PERSON IT’S PRESCRIBED FOR..  THE POINT OF THEM BEING PRESCRIBED AND  IM GOING TO GIVE YOU ALL A PERFECT EXAMPLE.. The DRUG THAT COMES IN A TABLET FORM WITH MANY DIFFERENT MGS AND COLORS THAT MAY ALSO TRULY BE A “BLOOD PRESSURE” PILL IF THE COLOR IS BLUE!!!! NAMED XANAX…….. YES I SAID IT.. TYPED IT.. AND MOST DEFINITELY ( MENTIONED ) IT!! DO YOU KNOW THAT PILL IS FOR ANXIETY, PANAC ATTACKS, SOCIAL ANXIETY( Large groups of people) AND IRRITABILITY …  THE PILL IS PRESCRIBED FOR THESE PROBLEMS IN WHICH THE REASON FOR ITS PURPOSE IS TO CALM YOU OR KEEP YOU CALM…. BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO CHOOSES THIS CHOICE OF DRUG FOR RECREATIONAL USE ( TO GET HIGH) IT CAN HAVE THE OPPOSITE EFFECT AND MAKE YOU VERY IRRITABLE AND QUICK TO SNAP ON A PERSON. ANYBODY, Your MOTHER, SISTER, FATHER BROTHER, GRANDMOTHER, COUSINS ,NIECES, NEPHEWS, AUNTS AND UNCLES… BOY FRIENDS GIRLFRIENDS, CO-WORKERS AND BOSSES YOU NAME THE INDIVIDUAL YOU’LL SNAP ON THEM… THAT’S ONE LARGE AND VERY IMPORTANT FACT MANY OF YOU DID NOT KNOW UNTIL NOW.. SO FOR FUTURE REFERENCE IF AN INDIVIDUAL IS PRESCRIBED THIS DRUG AND DOES NOT ABUSE IT JUST AS ANY OTHER MEDICATION YOU ARE NOT ON XANAX OR HYDROS….. DO YOU HOMEWORK…… I AM VERY ALLERGIC TO IGNORANCE… SO WE NEED TO STOP ASKING OURSELVES AND OTHERS, ” WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH THESE TEENS??????  AND ADULTS…. WHEN YOU KNOW THE UGLY TRUTH… THATS THE PROBLEM WITH THIS WORLD NOW WE IGNORE REAL LIFE IMPORTANT ISSUES AND WORRY ABOUT LIES, WHAT THE NEXT PERSON HAS. HOW MUCH MONEY SOMEONE HAS AND HOW THEY SPEND IT.. IGNORING THE FACT YOU MAY SPEND EVERY SINGLE PENNY YOU GET YOUR HANDS ON…… YES DRUGS AND ALCOHOL.. WHY?? BECAUSE ITS YOUR MONEY RIGHT? 

NOW JUST INCASE YOU DID NOT NOTICE…. SOME OF YOU JUST READ THIS AND WATCHED THE VIDEO BECAUSE YOU TRULY CARE…. YET THE OTHER 98% READ THIS AND WATCHED THE VIDEO UNTIL THE END TO BE NOSEY. 

Anyway, I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR YOU UNDIVIDED ATTENTION FOR MY VIDEO THAT I HAVEN’T STARTED RECORDING YET. I KNOW RIGHT NOW AT THIS VERY MOMENT THE 98% OF YOU WHO JUST TOOK OUT THE TIME TO READ ALL OF THIS ARE VERY UPSET I JUST MADE A VERY VALID POINT…. PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS WORRIED ABOUT WHAT THE NEXT PERSON IS DOING.. SO THERES NO REASON TO STOP READING NOW THERES MORE…LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE TO THIS!! YOU JUST RECEIVED A VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE TODAY…. STOP JUDGING PEOPLE AND STARTING RUMORS, WORRY ABOUT THE REAL LIFE PROBLEMS WE ARE FACING.. THE COMMERCIAL WORLD WE LIVE IN… MENTAL ILLNESS….EVERY TIME A MASCARA HAPPENS, IT LEADS BACK TO THE PERSON SUFFERING FROM A MENTAL ILLNESS NO ONE KNEW ABOUT EXCEPT THE INDIVIDUAL AND HIS/HER PARENTS.. CHECK SOCIAL MEDIA TO WATCH OUR CHILDREN NOT THE NEXT PERSON. Worried about HOW He/SHE IS SPENDING HIS MONEY…. STOP JUDGING A BOOK BY ITS COVER OR HOW SOMEONE HAS TOLD WHAT ITS ABOUT…100% of the TIME YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT A PERSON IS GOING THROUGH OR HAVE GONE THROUGH. Oh yeah OUR CHILDREN ARE CRYING OUT FOR HELP!!!!! STOP TALKING ACTIONS ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. 

I HOPE EVERYONE CONTINUES TO ENJOY THIS BEAUTIFUL DAY THE LORD HAS MADE

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“Again a message came to me from the Lord: “Son of man, you live among rebels who have eyes but refuse to see. They have ears but refuse to hear. For they are a rebellious people. “So now, son of man, pretend you are being sent into exile. Pack the few items an exile could carry, and leave your home to go somewhere else. Do this right in front of the people so they can see you. For perhaps they will pay attention to this, even though they are such rebels. Bring your baggage outside during the day so they can watch you. Then in the evening, as they are watching, leave your house as captives do when they begin a long march to distant lands. Dig a hole through the wall while they are watching and go out through it. As they watch, lift your pack to your shoulders and walk away into the night. Cover your face so you cannot see the land you are leaving. For I have made you a sign for the people of Israel.” So I did as I was told. In broad daylight I brought my pack outside, filled with the things I might carry into exile. Then in the evening while the people looked on, I dug through the wall with my hands and went out into the night with my pack on my shoulder. The next morning this message came to me from the Lord: “Son of man, these rebels, the people of Israel, have asked you what all this means. Say to them, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: These actions contain a message for King Zedekiah in Jerusalem and for all the people of Israel.’ Explain that your actions are a sign to show what will soon happen to them, for they will be driven into exile as captives. “Even Zedekiah will leave Jerusalem at night through a hole in the wall, taking only what he can carry with him. He will cover his face, and his eyes will not see the land he is leaving. Then I will throw my net over him and capture him in my snare. I will bring him to Babylon, the land of the Babylonians, though he will never see it, and he will die there. I will scatter his servants and warriors to the four winds and send the sword after them. And when I scatter them among the nations, they will know that I am the Lord. But I will spare a few of them from death by war, famine, or disease, so they can confess all their detestable sins to their captors. Then they will know that I am the Lord.”

“Son of man, tremble as you eat your food. Shake with fear as you drink your water. Tell the people, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says concerning those living in Israel and Jerusalem: They will eat their food with trembling and sip their water in despair, for their land will be stripped bare because of their violence. The cities will be destroyed and the farmland made desolate. Then you will know that I am the Lord.’” Again a message came to me from the Lord: “Son of man, you’ve heard that proverb they quote in Israel: ‘Time passes, and prophecies come to nothing.’ Tell the people, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: I will put an end to this proverb, and you will soon stop quoting it.’ Now give them this new proverb to replace the old one: ‘The time has come for every prophecy to be fulfilled!’ “There will be no more false visions and flattering predictions in Israel. For I am the Lord! If I say it, it will happen. There will be no more delays, you rebels of Israel. I will fulfill my threat of destruction in your own lifetime. I, the Sovereign Lord, have spoken!” Then this message came to me from the Lord: “Son of man, the people of Israel are saying, ‘He’s talking about the distant future. His visions won’t come true for a long, long time.’ Therefore, tell them, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: No more delay! I will now do everything I have threatened. I, the Sovereign Lord, have spoken!’””
‭‭Ezekiel‬ ‭12:1-16, 18-28‬ ‭NLT‬‬
https://www.bible.com/116/ezk.12.1-16,18-28.nlt

“Then the Spirit lifted me and brought me to the east gateway of the Lord’s Temple, where I saw twenty-five prominent men of the city. Among them were Jaazaniah son of Azzur and Pelatiah son of Benaiah, who were leaders among the people. The Spirit said to me, “Son of man, these are the men who are planning evil and giving wicked counsel in this city. They say to the people, ‘Is it not a good time to build houses? This city is like an iron pot. We are safe inside it like meat in a pot. ’ Therefore, son of man, prophesy against them loudly and clearly.” Then the Spirit of the Lord came upon me, and he told me to say, “This is what the Lord says to the people of Israel: I know what you are saying, for I know every thought that comes into your minds. You have murdered many in this city and filled its streets with the dead. “Therefore, this is what the Sovereign Lord says: This city is an iron pot all right, but the pieces of meat are the victims of your injustice. As for you, I will soon drag you from this pot. I will bring on you the sword of war you so greatly fear, says the Sovereign Lord. I will drive you out of Jerusalem and hand you over to foreigners, who will carry out my judgments against you. You will be slaughtered all the way to the borders of Israel. I will execute judgment on you, and you will know that I am the Lord. No, this city will not be an iron pot for you, and you will not be like meat safe inside it. I will judge you even to the borders of Israel, and you will know that I am the Lord. For you have refused to obey my decrees and regulations; instead, you have copied the standards of the nations around you.” While I was still prophesying, Pelatiah son of Benaiah suddenly died. Then I fell face down on the ground and cried out, “O Sovereign Lord, are you going to kill everyone in Israel?” Then this message came to me from the Lord: “Son of man, the people still left in Jerusalem are talking about you and your relatives and all the people of Israel who are in exile. They are saying, ‘Those people are far away from the Lord, so now he has given their land to us!’ “Therefore, tell the exiles, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: Although I have scattered you in the countries of the world, I will be a sanctuary to you during your time in exile. I, the Sovereign Lord, will gather you back from the nations where you have been scattered, and I will give you the land of Israel once again.’ “When the people return to their homeland, they will remove every trace of their vile images and detestable idols. And I will give them singleness of heart and put a new spirit within them. I will take away their stony, stubborn heart and give them a tender, responsive heart, so they will obey my decrees and regulations. Then they will truly be my people, and I will be their God. But as for those who long for vile images and detestable idols, I will repay them fully for their sins. I, the Sovereign Lord, have spoken!” Then the cherubim lifted their wings and rose into the air with their wheels beside them, and the glory of the God of Israel hovered above them. Then the glory of the Lord went up from the city and stopped above the mountain to the east. Afterward the Spirit of God carried me back again to Babylonia, to the people in exile there. And so ended the vision of my visit to Jerusalem. And I told the exiles everything the Lord had shown me.”
‭‭Ezekiel‬ ‭11:1-25‬ ‭NLT‬‬
https://www.bible.com/116/ezk.11.1-25.nlt