My journey back to my first love Jesus Christ became public when my oldest son Sidney Maurice Jackson Jr @iamking.sj was brutally murdered at the age of 19 by a 16 year old black male. I will never forgive the day my family’s life was turned upside down. Now, I can see clearly that it was for the better how tragic it may seem to others. I was on my way straight to hell and my family would have been on their way there as well. Lord knows I miss my son but the truth is if he was still living I would have never changed. As I child I went through terrible trauma and my mom sent me to church and I met Jesus. Throughout my childhood I dealt with trauma from rap and molestation from men who were supposed to protect me. Which resulted in me having a sec addition that the Lord has delivered me from. Thank you Jesus. Then as an adult date rap which took me back to child hood memories and 15 years of severe depression and anxiety and three suicide attempts. Along with overcoming domestic violence. All because men took my kindness for weakness and wanted to control me. I was hopeless and depressed living on darkness. But God! Now I can see the light in the midst of it all. I’m just a nobody trying to tell somebody about my the God who saved me from hell🔥.
