March 17, 2016
There is something that has been weighing VERY HEAVY ON MY HEART THESE PAST FOUR MONTHS….. I HAD NEVER SEEN THIS UNTIL FIVE MONTHS AGO… I’VE GOT A QUESTION TO ASK OR THIS CAN JUST BE A QUESTION YOU ASK YOURSELF IF YOU HAVEN’T ALREADY.. MAYBE I JUST NEVER REALIZED THIS UNTIL IT BECAME UP CLOSE AND VERY PERSONAL…. WHICH, isn’t unusual at all I many different cases… Now it’s My Oldest Son Sidney Jackson Jr… However, When is ONE LIFE more Precious or IMPORTANT than OTHERS?? The loss of a Child or Children; is a VERY TRAGIC LOSS REGARDLESS OF THE CAUSE. The only DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE TWO IS ONE loss you are SOMEWHAT PREPARED FOR and an instantaneous loss UNEXPECTED LOSS.. EITHER WAY ITS A LOSS NO MOTHER SHOULD EVER HAVE TO BARE. No MOTHER SHOULD EVER HAVE TO BURY A CHILD AND IN SOME CASES CHILDREN!!! THE WORST PART I HAVE NOTICED ABOUT IT ALL, IS THAT NO ONE THINKS ABOUT OUR CHILDREN OR YOUTH.. THEY MAKE IT ALL ABOUT THE MOTHERS WHILE OUR CHILDREN ATE DYING INSIDE FROM LOSING SIBLINGS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND CLOSE FRIENDS. THEY ARE SUFFERING FROM “SEVER DEPRESSION” SOMETHING WE AS PARENTS ( ADULTS) CAN PREVENT BUT MOST OF ALL GET OUR YOUTH HELP WITH!! ITS TIME TO STOP IGNORING THIS AND THINKING OF LABELS SUCH AS ” CRAZY!!” A CHILD OR ADULT IS CONSIDERED CRAZY TO IGNORANT PEOPLE! A PARENT OR ADULT WHO DOESN’T GET THEMSELVES OR THEIR CHILD/CHILDREN IN MY CASE ARE WHO I CONSIDER CRAZY. WHY IN THE WORLD ARE SOME OF YOU PEOPLE WORRIED ABOUT THE WORD CRAZY?? IF WE ALL WERE DOING OUR JOBS AS RESPONSIBLE PARENTS OR ADULTS…. THE WORLD WOULD NOT HAVE BECOME SUCH A “CRAZY PLACE!” Yeah NO ONE THINKS ABOUT THAT TINY ( LARGE !) FACT OF LIFE. MENTAL ILLNESS CAN BE TREATED BUT NOT CURED.. AND UNFORTUNATELY FOR THE PEOPLE.. LET ME CLARIFY.. SOME PEOPLE (MOSTLY ADULTS ) WHO ARE MEDICATING THEMSELVES NOT KNOWING WHAT THEY ARE PUTTING INTO THEIR BODIES NOR THE SIDE EFFECTS OF THE ( PILLS) ILLEGAL IF NOT PRESCRIBED!! WHICH ALSO MEANS THEY DO NOT HAVE ANY CLUE ON HOW EASILY IT IS TO OVERDOSE… ESPECIALLY WITH ALCOHOL AND OTHER SUCH DRUGS AS MARIJUANA, HEROIN, METH, CRACK COCAINE AND ECT. IT WILL AND CAN HAPPEN WITHOUT ANY WARNINGS. YOU WILL DOZE OFF AND NEVER WAKE UP!! SOME PEOPLE DO THIS IN FRONT OF THEIR CHILDREN WHICH GIVES THEM THE IDEA AS IF THATS THE RIGHT THING TO DO. YOU ALL JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND DRUS AND PILLS THAT ARE NOT PRESCRIBED FOR A REAL ILLNESS YOU ARE SUFFERING FROM MAY NOT EFFECT YOU AS IT DOES THE PERSON IT’S PRESCRIBED FOR.. THE POINT OF THEM BEING PRESCRIBED AND IM GOING TO GIVE YOU ALL A PERFECT EXAMPLE.. The DRUG THAT COMES IN A TABLET FORM WITH MANY DIFFERENT MGS AND COLORS THAT MAY ALSO TRULY BE A “BLOOD PRESSURE” PILL IF THE COLOR IS BLUE!!!! NAMED XANAX…….. YES I SAID IT.. TYPED IT.. AND MOST DEFINITELY ( MENTIONED ) IT!! DO YOU KNOW THAT PILL IS FOR ANXIETY, PANAC ATTACKS, SOCIAL ANXIETY( Large groups of people) AND IRRITABILITY … THE PILL IS PRESCRIBED FOR THESE PROBLEMS IN WHICH THE REASON FOR ITS PURPOSE IS TO CALM YOU OR KEEP YOU CALM…. BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO CHOOSES THIS CHOICE OF DRUG FOR RECREATIONAL USE ( TO GET HIGH) IT CAN HAVE THE OPPOSITE EFFECT AND MAKE YOU VERY IRRITABLE AND QUICK TO SNAP ON A PERSON. ANYBODY, Your MOTHER, SISTER, FATHER BROTHER, GRANDMOTHER, COUSINS ,NIECES, NEPHEWS, AUNTS AND UNCLES… BOY FRIENDS GIRLFRIENDS, CO-WORKERS AND BOSSES YOU NAME THE INDIVIDUAL YOU’LL SNAP ON THEM… THAT’S ONE LARGE AND VERY IMPORTANT FACT MANY OF YOU DID NOT KNOW UNTIL NOW.. SO FOR FUTURE REFERENCE IF AN INDIVIDUAL IS PRESCRIBED THIS DRUG AND DOES NOT ABUSE IT JUST AS ANY OTHER MEDICATION YOU ARE NOT ON XANAX OR HYDROS….. DO YOU HOMEWORK…… I AM VERY ALLERGIC TO IGNORANCE… SO WE NEED TO STOP ASKING OURSELVES AND OTHERS, ” WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH THESE TEENS?????? AND ADULTS…. WHEN YOU KNOW THE UGLY TRUTH… THATS THE PROBLEM WITH THIS WORLD NOW WE IGNORE REAL LIFE IMPORTANT ISSUES AND WORRY ABOUT LIES, WHAT THE NEXT PERSON HAS. HOW MUCH MONEY SOMEONE HAS AND HOW THEY SPEND IT.. IGNORING THE FACT YOU MAY SPEND EVERY SINGLE PENNY YOU GET YOUR HANDS ON…… YES DRUGS AND ALCOHOL.. WHY?? BECAUSE ITS YOUR MONEY RIGHT?
NOW JUST INCASE YOU DID NOT NOTICE…. SOME OF YOU JUST READ THIS AND WATCHED THE VIDEO BECAUSE YOU TRULY CARE…. YET THE OTHER 98% READ THIS AND WATCHED THE VIDEO UNTIL THE END TO BE NOSEY.
Anyway, I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR YOU UNDIVIDED ATTENTION FOR MY VIDEO THAT I HAVEN’T STARTED RECORDING YET. I KNOW RIGHT NOW AT THIS VERY MOMENT THE 98% OF YOU WHO JUST TOOK OUT THE TIME TO READ ALL OF THIS ARE VERY UPSET I JUST MADE A VERY VALID POINT…. PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS WORRIED ABOUT WHAT THE NEXT PERSON IS DOING.. SO THERES NO REASON TO STOP READING NOW THERES MORE…LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE TO THIS!! YOU JUST RECEIVED A VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE TODAY…. STOP JUDGING PEOPLE AND STARTING RUMORS, WORRY ABOUT THE REAL LIFE PROBLEMS WE ARE FACING.. THE COMMERCIAL WORLD WE LIVE IN… MENTAL ILLNESS….EVERY TIME A MASCARA HAPPENS, IT LEADS BACK TO THE PERSON SUFFERING FROM A MENTAL ILLNESS NO ONE KNEW ABOUT EXCEPT THE INDIVIDUAL AND HIS/HER PARENTS.. CHECK SOCIAL MEDIA TO WATCH OUR CHILDREN NOT THE NEXT PERSON. Worried about HOW He/SHE IS SPENDING HIS MONEY…. STOP JUDGING A BOOK BY ITS COVER OR HOW SOMEONE HAS TOLD WHAT ITS ABOUT…100% of the TIME YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT A PERSON IS GOING THROUGH OR HAVE GONE THROUGH. Oh yeah OUR CHILDREN ARE CRYING OUT FOR HELP!!!!! STOP TALKING ACTIONS ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS.
I HOPE EVERYONE CONTINUES TO ENJOY THIS BEAUTIFUL DAY THE LORD HAS MADE